and I felt like one of the most loved people in the world… but I remembered that I’m always one of the most loved people in the world :)

I know that I’m sitting in a room full of Born-Again Christians and I’m a Catholic but I’m not supposed to feel like an outsider when we’re all Christians. Am I wrong? Don’t we all believe in the same thing? If I believe in tradition should I be scorned and looked down upon because I haven’t “accepted” Jesus into my life but I honestly and truly have just in a totally different and awesome way? It just frustrates me that people who seem so inviting and accepting in the beginning can be a) two faced b) forceful in their beliefs c) disrespectful to others who are supposed to be their brotheren. Why do I, who belong to the stem of their faith get shunned because I believe in who they once were? I still believe in the same Jesus Christ, the same Gospel, and the same “salvation” just different. I don’t get it and am so honestly frustrated. How can Christians be so un-loving? It honestly shouldn’t be this way. The only one I can turn to now and could ever turn to is you O Lord. 

“I waited, I waited for Yahweh, then he stooped to me and heard my cry for help.

² He pulled me up from the seething chasm, from the mud of the mire. He set my feet on rock, and made my footsteps firm.

³ He put a fresh song in my mouth, praise of our God. Many will be awestruck at the sight, and will put their trust in Yahweh.

⁴ How blessed are those who put their trust in Yahweh, who have not sided with rebels and those who have gone astray in falsehood.

⁵ How much you have done, Yahweh, my God — your wonders, your plans for us — you have no equal. I willproclaim and speak of them; they are beyond number.” (Psalm 40:1-5)